aint blogging much here because most of th time i will be blogging at

this is because i can just blog it from my phone directly.
jyeaa, its just a new blog thingy i created fr myself. ;D
dont go yet, its private.

apart from my PRELIMS.
life is fck great. ;D
i sumpah swear.
who knows, even having crushes makes yr heart skip a beat and you'd jump fr joy.
even misery doesnt make sense then. (:
ahhhhhh~

OH!
and Panic! at the Disco, have got a new videooo.
New Perspective
lazy to post it up here.
go search it.

wont be updating more often,but i will try to drop by every now and then.
PRELIMS is MAJOOOOOOR! (:

you were so close to me
that i can feel you breathing
that i can just touch your face
that i can just hold your hand
that i can just get lost in your eyes
that i can tip toe and just kiss you.
i can never miss that adrenaline rush you gave me.
its been a while since my heart beats fast.

"i let my days go stale,
and out my heart to sleep"
-Five person you meet in Heaven by Mitchie Albom.

life is fcuking awesome that i cant just stop screaming it out loud.

ahhhh~
ANDREW♥

first.
SELAMAT BERPUASA
semua umat islam. :D
"buat jahat berpada-pada, ada batasnya."

second.
i know its late but.
CONGRATULATIONS
to SOFIA AINI, my babe.
because she got an effing B3 for her Malay O levels.
so freaking proud of her.
see, having me as a bestfriend, it GREAT influence, see, yr malay got better.
chehhhhhhh!
and
SHERRA, my mummm. cehhhh no la. my girlfriend
because she got an A1. ;D

i love my girlfriends. <3

days ago, a friend of mine knock some senses to me.
and now, it all seems clear to me.
that i've been trying so damn hard to remain in my past that i forgo
whatever is happening to me now.
i want thnk this friend of mine for the words and for knocking some senses in to me.

and last thursday evening, it was nice.
just you,you and me.
and you, the words, "if i were you,i'd throw it away"
really set me thinking.
maybe i should, tear it apart and burn it.
but its the only piece of memory, it would be hard.
but i'll do it.
soon.

do you people believe in dreams that come true?
whenever i feel so damn low, i would dream of this stranger.
and its always th same stranger.
ALWAYS.
and yesterday, i heard his voice.
not saw him like i always do.
it all seems so real.
when i woke up in a daze.
i thought it was all reality.
and now im confuse between my dream and reality.

everything felt so right with you.
everything went by smoothly with you.
everything was perfect with you.
i love the aura we gave out.
i love you smile.
i love the way you shift your body closer.
and most of all, i love you.

*snapsnap!

it was all a dream.
i was indded, i love with the stranger in my dream.
and i want to make it happen.

firstly, meet my wonderfuuuuuul class, 4D. love them till death, swear sumpah never bedek!♥




andddd, this is Mr. Yeong, our class mentor(II) because Ms Suhaily our class mentor(I) left us to pursue her studies. D:


and these are the best best best gerek gerek gerek rock rock rock pictures of 4D's trippp to Southern Ridges, we took like thousands of pictures so, cnt really post them all here kaaaan?
a n w, if you're curious visit
♥Syiqs' Multiply
or maybe,
♥Sue's Multiply
click it away, and then you get what i mean by thousands of photos! :D
but here i some i grabbed.










haha, mukerrr EPIC! ;D tak yah deny,hanna!


yang ini, nak step wondergirls, nobody.



and this is my scandal fr th day. ;D

i really seriously love these girls! ;D


and who doesnt know my bestest part time lover, full-time best friend? ;D haha, and i love her even though she screamed at my ears everyday! xD




and this girl, Syiqs i solemnly swear that she have s nice voice and i love her music.
Check out her myspace here!
wahhh, promote nampak.
hahaha. xD
awesome music,i tell you!
plus, she made one of my valentines' day a historical one.
oh,not to forget the rest who is actually part of th 2009 Valentine's day. haha. xD

um, somehow, i got myself somehow sick again.
my throat is killing me and i have body aches.
nahhh, it aint swine fluuu. ;D
because if it is, i wouldnt be coming to school being a good student.
*grins widely and proudly

ohh!
it midnight now! ;D


any way. i only stayed up to blog just to wait to midnigh, and wish my part time lover full time best friend happy birthday. and guess what, im like one second late la siol ;D
haha, not badddd,should do this often la. ;D

i hope her birthday will be a blast becauseee, mine wont be such a blast bombing birthday,pasal O level mathematics paper two. so im praying lady luck, lady grace whoever and maybe even God will be right beside me praying for me to Ace th paper. ;D
and maybe she can celebrate for me on behalf of me and my birthday.
"pretty please?"
haha.

so im off to bedd right now. ;D
goodnight! ;D

im in love with the stranger in my dreams. <3
god,please make it happen.

i still scream for your name every night in my sleep
and my arms will stretched out for you.
dreaming of you is like
my sweetest nightmare.

SYARIFAH AZRINATUL NURULHANNA is BEST UNIT CADET, female la siooooooooooooooooooool!
hanna ftw uh! ;D

and the first word that came out from my mouth when they announced it was.
"siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal!"
hahaha!
kekek uhhh.
me?
best unit cadet?
are you kidding me or whaaaaaaaaaat? ;D

i got this plaque.
and a badge.
im going to take a picture of these babies.
because i cant help but gawk at them every single moment i have a chance to. ;D
its unbelievable.
me?
from a no nothing no confident know answer just keep quiet girl to best unit cadet to can train one-on-ones without losing my temper and lead?
haha,and all those i thought it was impossible when i was a cadet. ;D

wahh,nak step impossible is nothing uh pat sini! xD

schedule has been tight these few days.
i can hardly have time to breathe!
and i have a lot to catch up on because i was on MC for four days last weeeek.
wasted wasted! D:

hidup macam hectic gila nak mampos.
tapi tak mamposmampos lagi.
entah bilerrr la nak stop ini benda semuaaa.
penat la sehhhh. D:

prelims is like just around the corner.
playing BOOO-CHAKKKKKK with me ;D
and im trying real real hurd to mugmug like a fugging retard! D:
but the only thing i realise im mugging is, mathematics.
wahhhh, bole caye ke ni? ;D
and mathematics mock just now was do-able. ;D
at least i can do what i used to cannot do.
abe, vectors ngan circle properties semua hanna leave blank!
wahhh, how pass like that? ;D

ohhhhhhh! and my holiday essay assignment.
the one i did on Promises.
i totally PINNED IT! ;D
even Mdm Zainah loves it because its one of those nice essays.
ONE OF THOSE because im not the only one
who write very good essays.
i pwned it, 20/30! ;D
i loooooooove english. <3

life is like food when you cook.
add spice to make it taste nice. ;D
and my spices are non other thannnn.
Sofiaaa, Sherraaaa and Keandraaaa.
andandand.
Nadhiraaaaah, Nadhilaaaaah and Azlin. ;D
haha, i love having great friends like awesome people i have to make me laugh.
like my class, 4D. ;D
oh,not to mention, umarrudin who always asks about my day every single day.
withoutfail.
he's like ever so strangely concern. ;D
thnks,dudeeee!
hehhhh!

till whenever i raaaaant.
byeeeee!




i remember those times.
when i fall, you had my back.
and when im all stressed, tensed up
that i thought it was the end and all i could think of is giving up.
i remember you would be there to be my strength and shelter.
my source of protection.
because you make my life worth living for.
you will pull me back up to my feet again.
and slowly revive me back.
and you would always be one of the reason when i rejoice after every failure.
but, ever since you're gone.
every since you went away like you never existed in my life, i struggled badly.
i have a really hard time to rejoice every time i fail.
because you werent there anymore to pull me back up.
and constantly telling me to not give up.
you were no longer part of my strength.
and i miss that in me.
i miss you in me.
and i wonder, if every now and then.
someone would think of me and ask.
"i wonder how is she doing right now"
because i always do.
i miss someone,telling me that i can do it.
i miss having heart to heart talk with someone.
i miss just simply talking to him,but i know.
we can never be as close as how we were last time.

for old time sake,please?